Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Last blogged @ 1/10/2006 12:31:00 AM

1St DaE iN OncOloGy W57..

todae is my start of elective onoclogy posting in nuh.. before my whole group went into e lift, i saw my previous nursed patient.. she can finally walk!! feels so happy for her... of cos her father also recognise me.. hehe.. cuz previous time when i nursed her, she jus keep shouting in pain n refused to walk n always in wheelchair.. but now i saw her is she is on her own feet liao...

when i step into the ward 57, it seems like slightly back into me.. i feel slightly more confident.. i think i m more used to it as doing general work in ward.. but hopefully it will eventually regain back my self-confident.. but very sad lor cuz all patients i nursed now is all with cancer.. but no choice having cancer is really a sad trauma.. so overall, the work is fine n interesting..

den after work when to Alexandra hosp to visit my colleague cuz she was hospitalised for UTI but when i reached there, she said the doctor discharged her le... lucky i came on time.. n i she was crowded with other friends also.. glad that she is quite fine now..

these few days been thinking over someone.. cuz i get to know a guy nt long ago n we clicked well.. i felt very happy n enjoyable with him of the time we spent.. but... we r still friends.. i do have special feeling for him but i still dare not put 50% into the feeling cuz we still nt steady yet.. i m sure he still hav feelings for his once loved gal but nt gf.. is jus tt e gal did not accept him.. but he loved her a lot.. so he will definitely need some time to settle his feeling b4 wantin to start a new relationship.. same for me also.. althought i do not hav feelings for my ex le but i still would considered e future of me n leong.. as when i was thinking, sometime i felt lost.. i suddenly dunno wat i wan.. n now is definitely nt e time to talk bout r/t cuz he is now busy with his work as chinese new year is coming n gona work non stop for 17 days.. so poor thing.. 1 funny thing is, when i feel attached with a guy tt i like, i will tend to stick with him for things tti i do.. cuz i like to involve them into my life.. but i think i need to hav a stop currently if not i will be having trouble with myself.. he is consider e guy tt i look out for as i know he can take care of gal emotion, needs n almost everything.. so let's fate decide whether r we fated lor.. after so many days, he finally msg me how was i n eveything alrite? so i called him jus now n chatted for a while lor cuz he also tired liao.. but at least better than nothing.. gettin slpy le.. gota slp le.. nite..