Sunday, January 15, 2006
Last blogged @ 1/15/2006 11:10:00 PM

a Dae hAd pAsSed..

todae busy working at HV from 10 - 8.. back home 9 plus cuz went window shoppin a while..

hm.. tml gona go dover park hospice jus behind tan tock seng hospital.. is al mostly cancer patient.. so i think we gona learnt more bout it den..

dunno y whenever i see e pic of me with her, i kept thinking back bout wat had happen prev time in campus.. thinking back of wat siok said to her, e things they did n how depressed i was.. felt so lonely n like a wandering soul.. haiz.. nv tot that having to like or admired a teacher can also invite troubles.. nv to think that they reacted so strongly against it.. but i know i was to blame for nt knowing my enthusiastic toward her.. cuz she is jus e 1st teacher tt i like n respect so much compared to pri n sec sch.. n can say tt i used her motivation to heal e broken wound inside me as to slowly bring up myself.. n it really worked.. from that day i know her important, i told myself that i must cherish n treasure her no matter what cuz she seems giving me a new hope toward my life n brighten my pathway.. but my strong determination had pinned me down with these problems.. really disheartened..

sadden..