Sunday, January 08, 2006
Last blogged @ 1/08/2006 01:31:00 AM

eNd oF mY 2Nd pOstIn!!...

wah.. time flies really fast.. now going to hav 3rd posting le.. tis posting will be back to NUH for oncology(cancer) ward.. cuz my elective module is oncology.. hm.. for 4 weeks...

on the 6th Jan, is my last dae at Imh.. 2 weeks in long stay ward n 1 week in acute ward.. e differences is acute patients are more aggressive n assultive n only stay for at most 3 months.. n all sorts of cases also.. some wanted to suicide n catch by police n therefore admit here.. den end up feeling scared n lost cuz they r still normal... is jus tt s'pore is very sensitive to those who wan to suicide.. i had a few patients like tt.. actually they r nt mentally ill, becuz of some fighting den they come in here n they themselves feel very scared cuz they see roomates like siao siao like tt... n of cos as nurses, we explain to them n reassured them lor..

actually i feel very touched lor.. cuz one of my patient name (jy) is a malaysian gal. she came in becuz of some abnormal behaviour in her working place n was brought in by police.. n she is jus like a normal person lor.. on the last dae she passed me biscuits n mentos.. cuz prev time her friend came to visit her n bought her foods so she gave it to me as in appreciation lor.. but very guilty that, i actually forget to take it back with me cuz i left in e nurses counter n was rushing back to simei campus.. only when i boarded e bus i suddenly remembered... i really feel very guilty.. but i nv call e ward.. haiz.. hope she will keep e stuffs to herself.. sorry jy... den another patient exchanged her address n phone number with me.. haha.. it will always be a memorable one..

on mon(2nd Jan), we exchanged msg.. i wish her all e best in her dedicate teaching n tell her tt i already missin her n her teaching.. so she was thankful n said hope that i m doing well in my attachment n keep up e gd work.. so i replied lor.. i said i will surely maintain my standard n will nt disappoint her lor.. n to my surprise she replied me e next morning.. "do take care n hav a gd dy".. i can feel her happiness from the things tt i tell her.. n from wat she hope can feel that she hav high expectation on those students she taught b4.. so i m one of them lor.. but actually i do not feel so gd bout myself in these postings.. cuz is like different setting as we did not really learn very detailed in sch bout pead n baby ward.. so i still some kind of lost lor.. but i really wanted to hav back my confidence n competency in my skills.. as like in year 1.. cuz i dont wan to let her down.. n it wil also disappoint myself too.. so JIA YOU TINA!!! U CAN DO IT!!

hm ok la.. gtg log off le.. gd nite.. buai..