Sunday, January 22, 2006
Last blogged @ 1/22/2006 10:34:00 PM

wAt's On mE lAteLy??

hm... really strange... i suddenly have no interests in anything that i used to like to do.. (one of the symptoms of depression).. but am i havin depression?? hm.. well.. i dun feel likely leh.. There's something very strong which keeps pushing me down.. but i don know wat it is.. i think i nv been feeling tat bad b4.. i used to love nursing alot n will be very hardworking on e medical cases, medications n so on, but now i seems to be slacking.. i don feel as good and confident as b4 le.. but y?? i have already called her chat with her but... hm.. n tis is e first time i thinking of giving up nursing.. can u believe it?? i cant believe myself either.. aiyo.. don know wat's wrong with me sia.. if i really going to give up nursing, i think i will surely missed the times.. NONO!!

or maybe my brain is relaxing now n preparing to have a new refresh of myself again?? maybe myself was already mentally tired but i didn realised?? hm... there might b tis possibility.. but still.. i don know wat's the answer.. ever since e 1st posting, i have been feeling bad bout myself n feeling it wasnt on my usual self.. but hey tis is my 3rd posting le.. going to end tis posting le.. really really hate tis kind of feelings.. seems like cant carry up myself like tt.. wat to do?? life still hav to go on.. maybe i take it as my brain is having holidae ba..

haiz.. don feel like thinking any more.. so heady... go to slp liao.. zZzZzZzZ..
log off..