Friday, February 17, 2006
Last blogged @ 2/17/2006 10:07:00 PM

nEw cOmmEnt, nEw pHonE, mAybE e 'oLd' nEw mE...

new comment: my onco posting ended 3 weeks before n jus got back my log book on e first dae of medical posting.. so my lecturer commented that i m a sensible & mature student. She has improved in confidence and is capable of better performance. Need to develop a more positive outlook. Upon seeing this comment, i felt more confident n able to carry out my work more confidently. I think tis time i m the most blur compared to year 1 clinical n year 2 in campus ba..
BUT.. on tuesday, my lecturer was in campus doing some document.. then there was a lecturer in charge of year 1 student came to our ward to check attendance.. e extra questions she had for us is wat skill we have done on tuesday itself.. den when she came into my cubical, she saw one of my patient intravenous line was not dated n asked me when is the plug inserted?? so i answered her is staff nurse who inserted n didnt dated.. n she told me off that i should be responsible for it instead since he is under my care.. i lost for speech.. 2nd question: when should the intravenous line be changed?? the answer is 72 hours/3 days. but e answer i gave her was 24h - 1st attempt, 48h - 2nd attempt. but very funny that my mind keep telling me is 72 hours but i go n answer her other things instead.. therefore, she told me to buck up on my i/v therapy n be more observant!! cuz almost all my friend can answer her correctly e one she pick.. actually at that point of time i was mental blocked n felt demoralise after the comment she given me.. but luckily, my lecturer understand me n my work.. she explained to that teacher that actually i was quite a good student n ok with the nursing skill, is jus probably mental blocked n the comment she told me off could demoralise me.. n yes.. indeed.. so my lecturer told me to ignore that teacher comment cuz she is not responsible for our group assessment.. den after talking with mdm ong, i felt much more better n eased. cuz i m afraid mdm ong wik disappoint with me.. but fortunately she understand..

new phone: oh yeah!! i bought new phone finally!! thinking from last year till now.. i bought samsung E360. It has mp3, Fm radio, bluetooth, cam, video rec... n therefore i bought it.. another thing is because i like the design n colour of the phone.. simple n stylish... (for me only).. haha.. now enjoying using it.. :P

'old' new me: after seeing the comment by my clinical lecturer, i felt much more better n getting bck to my formal confident, competent and positive me.. Trying to get use to the new environment, setting, work routine, staffs.. hope that i can enjoy working in Alexandra hospital when i passed out.. but still thinking, am i wat weina said: my spiritual is half gone without her that's y i been facing problems with my year 2 assessment.. as i mention, she's my motivator.. hm.. really missed her.. hope to catch up with her soon..

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