Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Last blogged @ 2/07/2006 11:35:00 PM

WenT tO Lee kOng cHiaN LibrAry!!

hey hey.. went to tis library today alone to search for medical sociology book.. hm... e moment i step in into the building, it felt like entering into grand hotel.. Ding DonG... went up to level 7.. actually it was quite easy to locate the book n grab 4 books in 5 mins den went for a seat.. Initially i felt quite weird cuz mostly people r there with their laptop doing their stuffs hardly see ppl takings books for reading.. but STILL... i sat down cuz no other place for me to do my research.. den meanwhile, there's a uncle gana scolded by a guy in teens cuz he was chatting away on mobile phone for quite sometime n e environment only contain his conversation... so.. e uncle should hav more initiative!! is indeed very noisy which e guy scolded him..

After walking out of library, i went to THIS FASHION to relax myself n bought some stuffs.. some snacks... then on board bus 51 to Jurong East NLB.. to continue my revision.. e most relaxing n focused environment is only @Galilee Cafe, sitting on their 'melting' sofa for revision.. plus either hot/ cold mocha drink.. although e cafe isnt quite as it seems but i prefer spending my time reading or studying than at home.. cuz sad to say tat, my home only brings me irritated and distracted... communication is always e cause.. Come worst to worst, i would sometime wished that i m some1 kin's rather than wat i am now.. but reality is always cruel..

I realised that recently my blogs sound quite depressing.. n indeed i do feel quite depressed inside.. still trying to climb up from the hole.. I kept telling myself that i doesnt want and cannot return to my formal depressed state cuz i doesnt want to disappoint sum1 whom i cherished n guided me so much!! Hopefully, i will recover back n regain e confidence in myself again.. but also hope that i can see my motivator someday...

streSsful moMentS..