Thursday, March 30, 2006
Last blogged @ 3/30/2006 11:18:00 PM

ConcenTratIon iS loWwWWww....

todae as usual doing morning shift n i m e only 1 ite student plus 3 nyp students la.. haiz.. i m sooo hectic today cuz while i start bathing patients, my brain becomes saturated(lost concentration).. den went for break at 10am. den slp for bout 15 minutes.. wow.. really fall asleep lor.. den call mdm ong come to the staff room to talk to her n pass her stuffs also.. so i showed her all my reports den complaint to her tt my concentration level is very low.. felt tt myself gt lots of toxic inside my body... cuz i hardly like tt de.. den after chit chat with her some stuffs for 30 minutes den i went back to work le.. n hee~ i felt much more alert n more energy to work.. den went for briefing at 1.30 to 3.30... haha.. during e debrief we pratically gossips or discuss bout e wards la, ppl la n other stuffs lor.. but one of my friend also funny sia.. makes us n mdm ong like mad.. n i laugh till my tears coming down!! but is definitely is a de stress one..
went back to ward n work till 5pm cuz hav to make up for my prev follow up.. but times flies quite fast eh.. hm... kept thinking bout nxt week night shift... a bit excited sia.. but it sure gona be a tired one.. hm.. got back my log bk also.. a positive remark n my gradin also improve.. really thanks mdm ong..
haiz.. but one bad thing is tt, whenever i think back of opening ceremony n saw one of friend, it reminds me of hEr.. recalled back e msg they exchange.. cant help it feeling nuisance to hEr.. do i really understand her well?? nah.. i don think so. am i being too serious when i see her or talk to her?? n i cant see hEr expression of excitement recently when she sees me.. n more to like "used to it" or "a bit sian" .. is quite hurting to see her like tt.. but i really really hope tt i m nt a nuisance to her although i contact her quite often like twice a month?? n of cos e reason i m doing cuz i wan her to know tt there's always a student very concerned bout her.. n nt like gt prob den find her.. n after wat my friend say: " i dun disturb her", i was like feeling a bit angry cuz it feels fake bout her... haiz.. but afterall she is hEr ex-class student ma.. will sure to misssed her a lot.. nt like me.. haiz~
but i will still misses her everydae though in my heart.. as to keep me going.. n also i wil nt disturb her too much liao.. n i think now teachin in campus is much stressful.. hopefully i can her sunshine smile again when i get back to sch..
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