Sunday, March 05, 2006
Last blogged @ 3/05/2006 12:58:00 PM

hEy yA!!

hm.. after mdm Ong talked to me bout the incident, i felt much more better.. although she told me that tis postin my mark will be affected but is to blame myself for being not careful.. e most touching part is i felt her motherly cuz she sort of cuddled my head for a while n it feels being understandable.. n it is important for me.. n tat's y it mark M.L to be my important person..

Been in ward 4 at Alexandra Hospital for 3 weeks le.. the Staff Nurse n Assist nurse r quite nice n friendly.. n they keep saying b4 our grp n currently our grp done a good job n they like our group a lot too.. n i just aknowledge another "mummy" with SN Youges.. haha.. cuz she treat me like dear ma... haha.. we get along well also la n she is also one of them who cheer me up with lotya jokes plus encouragement also.. n one staff nurse very cute de.. when she very busy, she will make funny noise eg. steppin to open a dustbin n make cute sound.. she also very pretty.. n everyone called her baby wong.. haha..

i been thinking a lot recently..
1. whether i can take up the challenge if i were to work alone as a junior during any shift.. n it is common in ward 4 as mostly i see assist nurse r alone to jaggar whole ward per shift..
2. bout 2 guys.. one is cold shoulder and no response, e other - haiz.. dunno wat to say le.. only to blame myself for letting him to enter my mind again.. but i just cant stop it..
3. myself.. tis year is like.. only to ask wat happen to me still... izit becuz my spiritual n mentally support is not here.. i think most probably.. but will have friend says i cant think tt way.. i know.. tt's y i m struggling now... it isnt easy.. n NO ONE will ever understand except my motivator n weina..

To sum up, i m now in a whirl n is not e usual me.. oh my goodness.... i felt i m stucked in somewhere again...