Friday, April 21, 2006
Last blogged @ 4/21/2006 12:00:00 AM

21/4/06 is my last dae of attachment lor!!!

Yeah! one more dae to go.. feeling happy and excited.. especially looking forward to graduation ceremony.. although is 1 month plus to it.. i think i wil nt invite my parents to my graduation.. 80% of my mind is set.. cuz i dont see the need of them to atttend as: 1st, they do disappoint me in ways during doing my nursing course.. didnt feel the emotional support & peace from them when i needed.. 2nd, i want to have all my time catch up with my lecturers especially hEr's cuz graduation marked a significant dae.. and i think i wouldn be have time to entertain my parents.. I just have to come back home and show them the certificate will do le..

Hm.. after work todae, went back home straight and was thinking through during bus journey.. Actually i came to realise that she is and will be the only one who can filled up my emptiness.. Cuz i remember when i was at the trinity church event, the pastor said, you can as successful as you dream or hope and have everything you wanted or needed.. eg, money, relationship, houses, car and so on.. but will you still feel the emptiness in your heart?? this question i found out from my heart is a Yes.. i think the only best time that i am filled every moment of happiness, xin fu is when i get to aknowlegde her ba.. the love is powerful.. without her, my life wouldn be as interesting and motivating.. and to my surprise is that until now, when i get to see her, i will still feel very excited and happy just like before.. and it shows that my attitude towards is definitely more than i know.. I know i will treasured & take care of her for my life.. Hm.. my 2 years of efforts and sincerety.. after so many happened during my nursing course, i have learnt to love & respect myself even more..in order people to love and respect you too..

I am glad and contented.. :D