Monday, April 24, 2006
Last blogged @ 4/24/2006 12:43:00 AM

iRrItAteD dAe aGaIn!!...

This morning wake up @12.30, wash up den eat my lunch with my mum while watching tv... she started asking me when i start work n e salary blah blah.. but the whole topic is regarding money!! slowly, we start argueing and my tone is getting louder and harsher.. inside my heart i kept telling myself to relax and be calm BUT she start to accuse me something.. she knows i passed $100 to my grandfather and actually my father told her before that it is from my 2nd aunt.. den she asked me why i go and pass the money to him.. so i explained that the money is from 2nd aunt and i was told to pass it to my grandpa when i see him.. n i added: I wouldn be that stupid or blur to give the money to my grandpa 1st instead of my mum... n she started saying i m like that la..(stupid and blur of wat she mean) and wouldn give her money or help her when she is in financial problem.. den i said: please lor, i have my own difficulty also and how to help if i only left abit of money just for my own allowance?? but she kept on insist that i don have initiative in giving her money so on.. So FED UP!! explain to her upteen times le for almost a year le yet she still give me this conclusion... And came to realise that she dont even understand me at all although i spend time explaining to her wat expenses i have.. Is really very disappointing, disheartened, sad sad sad thing happen to me.. she dont even know my character.. n sound as if i really would run away without returning her money which i owned her previously.. will just preach on her mouth of that debt.. really very frustrated!! now don feel like talking to her anything.. feels like no point.. den i decided to go out to shop for gifts since i need to get them...

Then went out around 5.. went to collect my facial stuffs, bought gift for graduation, my god-sis and myself.. at least i felt much more better in venting out this way.. and is consider within my budget.. :)

Saw Adrian at court today.. he came to me when i was browsing at computer.. den chat a while and was called by customer.. had a nice chat with him.. :D and went home back after that cuz felt quite tired as today i only eat small portion of rice, a bread and 1 pearl milk tea.. no appetite also.. haiz~~ wat to do.. but at least i msg hEr's n voice out to her and my dua kong...

Wat a dAy??!!