Monday, May 08, 2006
Last blogged @ 5/08/2006 10:22:00 PM

1st dae of my career pathway..

Today is my official starting of work.. but whole day was at the auditorium listening to AH policies, hows their system works and blah blah.. den same for tomorrow.. like having lessons again.. but good lor.. get to recap back lots of informations that fade away.. :P

Den wed, half morning at the auditorium, other half in the ward attachment.. but now hor i felt so funny.. when mentioning going to ward for attachment stuffs, i get very scared.. also don know why.. maybe as what the nurse manager said ba, cuz is our first starting of work and will tend to get frighten.. hmz.. when as a student nurse, i already felt nursing is not an easy job.. nevertheless as a formerly Assistant Nurse.. the responsibilities are there n waiting for you.. and overall sounds so frightening.. but hopefully everything will be fine.. i am just looking forward for the end of my probation which is another 6 months to go..

Another interesting new for me is, i got to posted at ward 10 with one of my friend.. only the 2 of us.. is a new ward for me.. but i think not for my friend.. she seems to know the staffs there n ward manager.. well.. although i didn get to the ward tat me and some of the ward 4 staff nurses wishes, but i told myself, never mind i will still try my best de.. but of cos i also did wonder why i was not chosen to go ward 4.. cuz i heard one of my staff nurse said they requested me on the list for the priority.. hmz.. but.. sometime is like that.. we cant always get the things we wanted.. i believe this is God arrangement.. maybe he thinks this ward is a new environment n maybe a good learning place for me though.. and in my heart, i have accepted it...

but still, i having anxiety and stress also.. i think all my friends will be having this feeling also..