Sunday, May 28, 2006
Last blogged @ 5/28/2006 11:18:00 PM

QuiTe A pLeaSanT SundAe..

Hmz.. finally get to see him online friday nite.. i sound quite angry when talking n he knows it.. well.. the reason is, he is busy with his school work n been having tests here and then so he dun wan to online.. wan to concentrate on his work.. ok.. acceptable.. regarding the pics, is his classmates took de.. after e conversation, i dun smell any fishy so i decided to forgive him.. i m getting paranoid.. i know.. but dunno why i do have the fears of him and karen meet up or whatever stuffs.. i did told him too.. Frankly speaking, i do not wish to lose him either cuz actually from what i have known him these 4 years, overall he is a guy worth to stay with and i can forsee if we really settled down..

Then both of us have an enjoyable chat in msn just now.. voice talkin and webcam each other.. quite fun though.. and this is the 1st time we can see each other and talk directly over the net.. den after went to clementi with my mum to do some grocery shopping.. bought some stuffs needed urgently so ok la..

Still, a lot of my friends will sometime comment to me that why not find a new guy instead of giving chances to my ex.. well.. as for a new guy means everything have to start from the bottom.. alot of things will be hidden when together and will makes you feel that he is perfect but as times goes by, hurhur, u will see different angle of him and will start to have doubts whether is he the one.. and hurts will come in.. of cos no harm being friends.. but even being friends will still need to take up several years to really know the person inside out isnt it..

Therefore, i still gave my ex another chance cuz i still love him and somehow can sense that things might get better for both of us.. n that's why i decided to give it another try.. and plus the 4 years i known him, he is still a sweet, thoughtful and caring boyfriend.. I also sick of having new relationship start from the bottom.. since both of us always have the thoughts of being together.. i believe this is an arrangement made by God.. both of us still lots of test to go thru, so may God bless ba..