Sunday, June 11, 2006
Last blogged @ 6/11/2006 10:32:00 PM

Time Flies Really fast....~~

I have been in ward 1o for about a month le... And this ward is really heavy and busy.. it is made up of 3 teams.. and team 1 is usually very very busy and heavy... cuz have numbers of patient on diapers and more critical ill.. is super stress to work in this team 1.. I remembered i was being assigned to team 1 together with 2 staff nurses.. and one of the staff nurse is considered as junior for the day to work with me.. Her working speed is damn fast and like roller coaster.. I was very new to the team and realised that there is lots of things to be done.. And my face was crumped the whole day and i cant simply told off the staff nurse to slow down.. if not i will gana scold.. I think for nursing, is not the matter of how fast you can accomplish, is the quality that matters.. cuz is concerning life.. I admit that i am consider quite a fast worker but that staff nurse is even faster than me 3 times more.. can you imagine.. I don like myself to be rushing here and there cuz i will be even more stress and shaking..

However, so far i am getting used to the environment and the staffs.. All my senior nurses are approachable.. and most importantly my ward sister is quite ok.. very motherly.. hehe.. but when she start scolding, it wil be hell of it la..

Recently, i have the nyp students, friends, and patients asking me why i like to be a nurse... It is nice to be a nurse?? well's.. my answer to them was, being a nurse is tough and tiring BUT in a positive way that you will get to learn new things and knowledge every day and plus you can be a better person.. cuz being a nurse, discipline gets hold of you no matter what and will learn to take care of friends and love ones even more.. BUT.. you must have a positive attitude towards learning and mistakes.. Being a junior nurse, you will sure and tend to get scolding from the senior but all these are just part of learning.. Patience and attitude plays a major role in this profession..

Overall, i am satisfied with my own performance but still there is room for improvement.. I not only want to be a good nurse, but an efficient and accurate nurse..

I still misses her very much.. still listening to the song "yesterday once more".. sometime i too desperate that i wanted to share to all my friends tt i love her so much.. but i cant la.. if not all my friends will call me "siao".. but i think some of my friend who knows me n her stuffs already name me as "siao"... Haiz.. God.. why do u gave me so much love to her... And is very sad that she just wan to regard me as student still.. Even if i love her so much, i also cant fufill its role to her.. it felt like somehow suppress.. and i cant do anything to it.. only to allow my work numb mine sadness and disappointment..