Saturday, August 12, 2006
Last blogged @ 8/12/2006 11:47:00 PM

OooHHH... back pain day!!

Felt the ache over my back region when i get early in the morning... so aching.. but on and off i will get the pain n is irritating.. haiz.. even now eating also felt the slight aching.. aiyo.. The work is quite smooth today so all rite ba.. hmz.. tml wil be attending a talk - updates on CPR guidlines at tan tock seng hospital..

Now looking forward to my 21th celebration but still on planning.. As i read one of my cousin blog, she said that God have been protecting and guiding her and she knows it.. I am not christian, but i felt the peaceful currently so my hatred towards my loves one slowly faded... my mum and him.. Even at this 'hungry ghost month', i felt nothing instead ease.. very strange.. i still remembered every year i will be the most paranoid and unease during this month.. but this year i felt so ease and different.. no reasons to it either.. Regarding my work, it seems that i can cope much more better and i don feel much unbalance between colleagues... i hope to avoid it also.. And my sister discussed the nyp nursing course with me n is on planning.. She said something makes me very happy and consoled: ' i can see that you are very smart in your work'.... hehe... maybe in term of critical thinking ba.. Then my junior told me that i am very professional in my work, calm, confidence, seems to know my work well.. so funny that she didn expect that i just graduate 3 months ago as the way she sees me work... well.. all this comments and compliments are very important to me... i am very contented and consoled of sister lee and my junior said bout me..

Overall, i begin to feel that my worries started to lay out to peacefulness.. I am now convinced that God really loves the people out there.. even thought i haven yet to follow him, but i do feel the goodness in him.. God knows that i love and misses her very much and very wanted to see her, he still manage to arrange us to meet each other in a very fated way.... It is quite rare for people to have fate for a few times... me and her are one of them.. is 3 times.. We met unexpectedly in simei campus, NUH and AH.. I used to think that it might be coincidence... but it seems like we have fate and the fate to know each other... Thanks God..

May you always blessed us and keep us closer..
May you guide him and blessed that we can be truthfully back together,
May you blessed my whole family especially my parents to be conscious in financial planning and harmonious...
Praise God!!