Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Last blogged @ 8/09/2006 12:36:00 AM

QUiTe a FuLLfillEd Day...

Felt like a teacher today.. keke.. cuz i have a ITE student tagging with me in team 2.. Quite a nice n hardworking student.. Then i teach her on using the BGM machine n how to take blood glucose for the patient.. I also teach them how e new admission goes and where to take necessary documents from.. Although i am still consider new in the ward, but it just comes naturally from me to guide them.. cuz i experience the feeling of lost when i am a student previously so i hope to guide them a bit at least they are comfortable to learn in the ward... I think i really like to teach n guide people... keke... It is important to make the other party comfortable talking to you and have to be friendly too..

Then had a bit of chatting with my junior a while cuz i was feeding one of the patient.. And i did mention hEr's cuz i told my junior that i did have the thoughts of giving up when i had problems at home but is a teacher who keeps me going..

Although i am not christian, but i am really fortunate and blessed that God sent Her's to me.. It is more than just a miracle.. God gave us chances to have encounter with each other which makes us closer... Without meeting her, i might not continue in my nursing, may go into deeper or serious depression or suicide i guess.. i am very weak at emotions i admit.. although she is not with me all the time when i was down, but the thoughts of her is sufficient.. she helped me moved out of my difficulties and darkness and comfort me in ways that she could gave.. Most importantly, she replaced all the mother love and bgr love.. To me, she is really that GreAt!!! no one can ever understand except my darling..

Actually currently, i may have very down feeling towards my relationship with him... but i stand firm and yet strong cuz i can get to see her in AH now.. n able to carry on with life and work... if not i will be very sad and depressed every nite when i think of him.. Thanks chEr... LOve you to the core... :D

LoVe IS bEAUtifUl!!!