Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Last blogged @ 9/06/2006 07:13:00 PM

my 3rd round of nite duties...

well, tis round is much better cuz it is not full house, is bout 3/4 full and e cubicles i take charge only have a few intake output charts.. so still management.. thanks God! so tonite is my 3rd nites, 1 more nite to go... yeah.. my staff nurse in charge also helpful so teamwork is there.. i like it.. but yesterday nite, one of the very ill patient passed away.. we all nurses felt relief for her if not she still suffering although she had all the oxygen and tubings in her to 'prolong'.. but her family members is the keeps complaining why the patient didn this and tat.. oh pls la, when a person condition is down, especially kidney function is functioning that well, will sure appear body swollen and will just get very weak... although my colleagues had speak to her, she still prefers to listen in and out.. what to do.. and she even comment that why doctors and nurses said e same thing? i think she is in denied state as she cant accept the fact that her mum cant make it through.. but the patient is strong enough is prolong for 1 week.. cuz since her admission, doctor already pronounced patient not going to make it and even document that she will b going on that nite upon admission.. so can imagine?...

hmz.. i realised less phobia and less stress will see my nite duty passes more faster... keke.. now still thinking whether wan to go AH d&d ma.. haiz.. have to buy dress and hairdo.. sianz liao..

but meanwhile, i still look much forward in meeting her the following week...
I came to realise that my love for him is not that worth... i came to this cuz when i see my love for hEr's, the things i done had made me realise he is not that serious towards me n not worth it... ok la.. gota go for work le.. byes..