Monday, October 23, 2006
Last blogged @ 10/23/2006 09:13:00 PM

mY reSt dAE fOlloWed bY PH....

Supposingly i work noon shift tml but my senior gave me PH... so i will have another rest day at home.. great.. I've been going home late these 2 nites.. on sat, i went out for yongsheng birthday den went to meet weina they all @west coast park so reached home around 5am.. was very tired lo.. Then i was pursued to go bugis by weina together with her friends.. I didnt want it cuz i was quite tired but in the end i saw both of my parents were at home and i changed my mind in the end.. reached home around 3.30am.. And today i went to AH for fitness challenge for participation lo... n got a sport bottle as a souvenir...

When i reached home, my mum came to me n said she wanted to borrow money from me as she dont have money again... Immediately, i was very pissed n tell her in harsh voice that i haven got my paid yet plus my buffet is already costing a lot to me, how am i able to give her money?? i was really really pissed.. And i blurred out to her that i also own my friend money.. she heard it as i lend my friend money.. and start nagging... n again i was even more pissed off~ i shouted at her... I told her off that i don even have money now and have to worry bout the money after i got my salary, so how to give or lend her money in this kind of status?? n she told me that after my birthday, there will be angbao collection so can covered up.... but the problem is, all the financial part is before my birthday... haiz... really cant stand my mum!!! i really felt like crying... she knows that i am paying quite a lot for my buffet and some preparation n i told her before that i am not able to give her money this month, she agreed... BUT!! here she goes again!! Readers.. have you started to understand how's my mum character like?? you asked urself, if you got a mum like me, will you be able to stand it in a long term?? i have tried all kinds of method that i could think of, but result still the same.. Her understanding is pratically not there.. ANd there's what i am really really very sad bout it.. To me, i dun mind a mum to nag at me, but i just cant tolerate a mum with no understanding.. haiz.. how i would very wish M.L is my mum.. or god-mum also can..

During dinner time, she said something irritate me again.. she was introducing her latest health product by her friend to my brother... she describe the supplements was really great la and that la... Then she mention this: ' both of you never buy health products for her to take'. I was again pissed! Reason is because i did bought her health supplement once when i was involve in a health product company n i spend quite a lot on it... i told her off again... n she said,that was in the past.. how could she said that... very irritating!! I already offered to help the family to pay for the utilities bill, what else does she wants?? And i still had my instalment on.. is already heavy for me... all these she knows.. but what she said n did in the end?? All her words are hurting me.. I just cried alone in a corner but god was with me as i felt better crying out and telling him my situation...