Monday, October 09, 2006
Last blogged @ 10/09/2006 11:15:00 PM

a Small SurpRisE yeT a fUlFillIng..

Haiz, i got viral infection of my lung.. keep coughing and had lots of phlegms in the lungs... plus having hoarse voice to work.. so got 2 admission at my team and manage to do it.. my patient n relative understands what i say.. thanks god.. luckily currently i didnt have any fever yet... and i went to consult a doctor in A&E department as is free for staff ma... taken medications... hopefully i will recover soon...

Around 9pm, i got a message from............... hEr's!! so surprise!!.. Her message was: ' U feel better?' haa... cant believe it initially but is a fact that she asked bout me... so i called her.. hee.. let her hear my hoarse voice.. :P Then she said don want to hear my voice liao and intimate my voice over phone.. so i told her my voice sexy ma... hee~ then asked me to cook liang teh to drink since i got offer her before.. so asked me to take care lo...

After browsing trinitians testimonials, i felt like God telling me that she loved me also.. At that very moment, i felt assured and joy upon realising it.. although it is just a simple concern message, it does really warm my heart.. Upon accepted Jesus Christ, i lost my relationship with JM BUT.... i gain love from hEr's.. is amazing! Now i do believe God had his purpose of planning in us.. Actually in a small way, it shows thats she had already accepted my mother love to her.. In a spur of moment, my eyes are teary and i pray to God to praise him for letting me realise her acts of love to me.. I hope we will continue be as close as possible and hopefully to be blessed of being accepting me as god-daughter.. I misses and loves her...

Dear my Lord, please gave me strength to recover and be stronger in my health, heal me,
please keep our affinity strong in your hands and continue to nuture it deeper, hope to address her differently as it shall be my greatest joys of loves... Amen.