Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Last blogged @ 11/07/2006 02:03:00 PM

e 1St nIte!!...

Oh it was a disaster!! was damn busy sia.. only managed to have a can of peach tea.. one of my patient very anxious and drama.. well she's on blood tansfusion n she didnt want it cuz is painful and we also had some communication barrier cuz she speaks only cantonese... she keeps bubbling to me in cantonese n i know nothing bout wat she said!! And she gets so uptight bout the blood transfusion till she grap tight my hand wanted me to remove it... so no choice i gota stand here for 10 mins till the blood finish and she was crying... i think she was a bit demented cuz she keeps saying her family don know where she is... becuz of her, my work being heldup with 2 new admissions... wow.. i can say is really disaster!! the stress is intense... work till my temper came up... so overall my 1st nite was really bad... i was busy till i forget one patient NG feed at 12mn... i felt bad bout it but really it slips off my mind...

well.. i was a bit down yesterday... still haven yet received her reply..called her office, she answered but she was in the midst of meeting so i didnt want to disturb her.. den around 8 plus i tried calling her office, no one answered so i think she is back home le ba.. so called her mobile, it was answered accidentally as i only heard sound but not her voice.. den again i message her... actually i didnt want to keep continue calling her cuz i felt myself so nuisance like tt but i really afraid she forgets bout it so thinking of reminding her earlier... but haiyo.. my hand r just itchy, keep on want to try luck.... but on the other hand, i felt quite negative also.... have a bad feeling that she might want to avoid something... n that's what makes me down... how how??