Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Last blogged @ 11/28/2006 10:47:00 PM

fOlloWed bY mY day Off..

Well... Is my day off tomorrow.. When i start work on monday, noon shift, the work load is damn man.. immediately after roll call, not even passing report, already 3 new patients came up from A&E.. see liao i also sian n panick.. Then after finishing receiving report, we were all immediately super busy.. Total there is 4 new cases and 3 transfer cases... busy till one of my colleague from the back team came and help us.. Initially planning not to have any break cuz is just too busy but in the end pursued by my team colleague so i decided to go for a short one cuz my ward sister and another colleague is helping me to do changing diapers.. Thanks goodness i got help!!

To think of it, my ward sister is indeed nice... She had helped me in many occasions.. and at times she would show concern whether did i went for my break.. keke.. I think i gave her the image that i almost everytime never go for break n keep working... haha.. Cuz i just simply doesnt like to throw my work halfway then go for break.. that's me la... so i think that's explain why i been getting thinner... haa... can be good or bad news..

Sad that some of my colleagues are leaving or transfer to other department.. but well... work is like that... bound to have leavers and newcomers.. During break time, i heard from one of my colleague that our former patient passed away after tansfering to ang mo kio rehab centre.. She was there for 3 days then passed away cuz of heart attack... We were really shocked... We expected her to recover her mobility at amk but never expected that she would passed away like that.. All of us were very attached to this patient as she stayed in our ward for more than a month... So we was thinking that probably she was too depressed to stay there n got an heart atack... Well... probably is fated also.. but anyway she is in good hand and her suffering and pain is eased.... For sure her daughter was very sad... I almost broke into tears when i heard of it... Life is unpredictable!!.. So it definitely teaches us to and must treasure our loved ones of every moment.. Let them know as soon as possible that you loves them alot and at least we wouldnt be regretting..

As for me, Most probably or can say that she already knows that i loved her alot too thru non-verbal... In terms of messaging and gifts for her.. I always wanted to tell her verbally but it really needs lots lots lots of courage!! But i believe i will have the chance to tell her straight in her face one day when our relationship are more in depth.. at least she wouldnt be still shock upon hearing it... It would definitely means alot when telling straight on the face... Just the feeling when boyfriend said "I love you" in ur ears.. I am waiting for the time when she is able to regards me as god-daughter, and i would tell her how much i love her n meant a lot to me... I hope the time would come.. Praying hard...