Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Last blogged @ 11/08/2006 04:46:00 PM

My 2Nd niTe..

Well... still quite busy though.. but there's a deployed staff nurse came to our ward to help out so lighten my workload also... but poor thing, she gota do 4 admission one after another... hm.. suddenly i missed working with ailing... she will help me a lot as in junior work n i am not so stress working with her... This time round, my staff nurse is jenilin.. well.. she is quite ok la but at times she will stress me especially new cases coming in while i am struggling to finish my parameter for 24 patients... like as if rushing for train lor.... really really hope that tonite will be better... haiyo... so tired man... 1 more nite to go!!

Well... yesterday i was feeling real demoralise n somehow depressed.. dunno why lo... still unable to contact her.. still guessing whether is she in clinical or campus... but after so many days of calling her, i think she should be in campus ba if not she may pick up calls anytime during clinical.. although i really felt myself as a nuisance but i still will want to try again to call her cuz my party coming soon so even if she not coming, i still can prepared my own feeling towards it.. haiz..... these few days been feeling very negative.. i even dun have much mood to drink bubble tea.. haha... i keep having a thought that izit she wanted to avoid me? but why?? i cant think much of reasons why she need to do this... too much of negative le... cant stand myself... so i tried very hard to psycho myself that to relax myself and give her time also.... most probably she is very busy to reply or phone under repair..

And hey hey, while blogging, i called her office again... She picked up! oh yea finally!!! Once i told her i m tina, she started mumbling some stuffs and i didn catch her la.. den she apologise that she was too busy to reply me but did received the messages... so finally she said she could come and will try to rush to my place cuz she had something on early morning...
Ok... i need to balance my feeling now... haha.. rejoice again...