Sunday, December 24, 2006
Last blogged @ 12/24/2006 09:08:00 PM

ThE evE oF chRisTmAs..

It was an unusual christmas year for me as in i feel very excited compared to years of celebrating ago.. 2 reasons which is firstly, being a new life as christian, being honoured of accepting Jesus Christ. Secondly, get to know the real meaning of christmas and really do experience his love's and blessings...

Gona attend my first christmas service @ Trinity tomorrow.. feeling kind of excited and happy..

Almost all or most of the people get to know Jesus Christ mainly by the christians as he knocked all the people doors' in wanting to bless them and accept him.. But is all depends on have you opened up to him?.. God already have plans for all the people accepted him and also the non-believers.. It seems that he specially assigned his individual believer's to spread the words of love to every unknown individuals... As i wrote my experience, it reminds me of how I get to know and want to know Lord Jesus..

I remembered myself being totally shut off from him's as i find the christians very fake and irritating when i was young.. But eveything changed since i met hEr's.. Is a long story.. Started to get curious why she also believe in Jesus Christ? She gave me a very warm feeling upon knowing her.. At the first 6 months of Nursing course, i was being attracted to her friendliness and sense of motherly when talking to her.. I started to like this lecturer very much and very much forward to her biology lesson and will not get sleepy at all throughout.. It was amazing to me as i never pay that super full attention in lesson during secondary times... Then from there, i was motivated by her 'wordless' and gets more interested in other modules as well.. The motivation feeling was super great as i never felt like this before... That's how i am able to score the A's and B's.. haa.. As time pass by, we get to know each other more better... By then, the motivation mutated into love.. But during the mutation, 3 of my closest classmate had an dispute with me over hEr's.. To my realize, the love between me n hEr's is really precious because i do have the thoughts of avoiding seeing or talking to heR's if she is in campus.. but weina told me "don't"! It is not worth it.. Therefore, i persistently as usual talk to her when i see her in campus.. She didnt shun me away instead she showed me concerns as she can shun me away.. Eventually i saw her love towards me as i think God puts love in hEr's then into me, a deep sense of human touch! As when i decided to accept Jesus Christ, i would want to do it on her birthday to have a meaningful birthday.. but she was busy the whole day in campus so didnt get to meet up with her... I really praise God for arranging 21st September '06 for me to accept him by hEr's hands cuz it is the first picture that we took in bishan campus! so much of coincidence, more to fate i must say.. I didnt realize it initially but when i finishes my work, i recalled the date and month it seems familiar.. I came to realise that God actually specially send hEr's to me and my life to give me hope, love, care as it was planned! If it isn't his arrangement, mdm lydia may have ignored me.. Hm.. such a wonderful person God had sent me, therefore i know i will love her as God loves me forever.. Amen.

My true 2 years of experience from God's! I honour you, O Father in the name of Jesus Christ!

"I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."
(John 14:6)

Holy Silent Night.