Thursday, December 21, 2006
Last blogged @ 12/21/2006 12:37:00 AM

Strong sense of Gody...

One of my patient passed away yesterday 3am... She was old resident of my ward ya means upteen times of admission to AH.. And her condition is getting worser whenever she admitted.. She has lots of medical history but main problem was heart failure.. This time round when i saw her in the ward, she was was not doing well as her abdomen was very bloated as she had cyst in it.. The last saw of her is already very drowy, unresponsive and gasping away.. At that moment, i had a strong sense that she might not able to pull through and so i took her hand and pray to Jesus Lord.. I pray to Lord that if she meant to go please ease her suffering and knows that she will be in good hand if she really rest in peace, Amen.

I begin to felt more of God's actions and his love.. I asked for his wisdom, courage and recovery of my passion towards my work as i have been feeling quite demoralise as many of my colleagues are out of the ward and some are resigning... Because of the fact, i do have the urge to leave the ward too... But i know i cant.. Therefore, God really guide me in my work, guide me in my thoughts and recovering of my passion.. As now i do not feel that demoralise.. Faith have grown more deeper within me with God's.. Praise God!

Now i am looking forward for a course as a new christian.. waiting for the coming schedule.. And another is driving course.. But most probably i would attend the course at the church first then to sign up for driving course.. at least it would keep my life occupied..

Well... contacted hEr's on sunday.. gave her blessing on her holiday trip.. Get to know that she will be at NUH for clinical teaching..
Christmas coming soon in few days time.. Gona attend the eve's service at trinity.. I invited her but dont know whether will she be back at that time..Praying for her coming..
Abiding loves and misses..