Saturday, January 06, 2007
Last blogged @ 1/06/2007 11:38:00 PM

a MomEnT of TearY AgaIn..

Well.. had an arguement again with my mum.. ske knows that my aunt is organising an early birthday celebration for my grandfather.. initially it was planned to host in my house but my mum refused cuz she is biase towards my grandfather so end up celebrating in cafeteria.. This is the first time i heard a birthday celebration for my grandfather in my house, but my mum spoiled the mood... She cried just now as she was sad and disappointed that i am going for the dinner too.. the reason is she doesnt want me to celebrate his birthday. It is definitely very ridiculous to me.. is totally unreasonable! she hates my grandfather... And because of that, she hurts the words by saying I dont wabt her as my mum, i dont care for her.. She kept bringing up the unhapiness matter happened so many years back ago.. I was so angry that i pointed to her saying you dare to say i did not care for u!!?? immediately she kept silent. And i told her this: you have already make very ugly side of ur doing and pleaded for her sins!! Always put words into my mouth.. She pratically only loves her own's mother and her brothers and totally biases towards my father's side relative... even my father and brother cant help her anymore..

However, i will still keep my mum in prayers.

Lord, please give my mum's wisdom for thoughts and words. Please pour out all your love to her so that she will be speaking in understanding. Please guide her attitudes and may she be in your fathom in your blessings. Amen.

As i tears and speak to him in my heart, he consoled and comfort me down. Every drop of tears is precious to him and i cried out for only 5 minutes... immediately, i settled down. When i opened my door, my mum already went back to bed.. thanks God. Suddenly, i felt a urge to speak to mdm lydia so i called her but didnt answered.. probably she was having dinner... Well.. is ok.. This is God's Love. Amen.