Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Last blogged @ 2/14/2007 11:24:00 PM

HapPy vAleNtinE's dAe...

I had a very enjoyable valentine day with my god-mum!!..

well... called her early in the morning the moment i woke up but before that i prayed to Lord that i hope to meet her today as a valentine gift.. haa... She told me she is going to back to campus again because of meeting at early noon... i sound a bit sian n didnt manage to ask her much cuz she is assessing her students.. therefore i decided to go NUH first to look for her.. waited outside ward 41 cuz she was with MRSA patient.. So waited for 25 minutes den finally saw her... Thanks God that we are able to catch up for lunch.. she suggested to go to new kopitiam where she always wanted to go but unfortuntely her colleagues doesnt want.. so today she had me as accompany to her wanting new kopitiam... i m honoured yeh... haha...

As usual, she bought me lunch.. we chat for many issues and a lot of laughter too... she mention bout her previous and current students, her daughter, her colleagues, my colleagues, my financial n my poly stuffs... so is really lots of things to talk about... really like under then sun sia.. And finally she mentioned something bout her husband... n i told her that i know her for so long, this is the first time i heard her mentioning her husband... but overall, i really felt that she is open to me cuz i consider someone close to her also..

I finally pass 2006 x 'mas gift to her... haha... include the knitted hp pouch... When i showed her, she was very happy and amaze that i make her a hp pouch... so i told her that her hp really need it cuz her's phone is widescreen and she admitted that she's clumsy.... so is definitely worth my efforts wor.. And she commented that it was very nice... All the more, the motivation for the sweater is even greater!! although currently, i am facing a bit of difficulty n redo some part for a few times, but it is worth it cuz it is really precious and treasure efforts....

After finishing our lunch, we walk back to her ward... Along the way, i said:"can i dont call you cher anymore, not even lydia or mdm?" Then she said:"I know what you want".. Then she said:"Then what you want to call me?" I stunned for a while.. Then she asked the same question again.. Then she said:"dont call me mummy leh.." haa.. i laugh out loud sia.. cuz i never tot of calling her that... so i said:"i call you god-mum"... Her reply was:"aiya, dont want la, like so old like that, call me sister la or lydia".. And dont know why i said:"EEeeee... sister??? that is only for griselda lo..." haha... but she gave me a strong felt that she accept or already sees me as like daughter, probably it is just a human reaction.. i know she cant use to it i call her god-mum cuz is like so new like tt... but i will do it in smooth way so that she will be used to it ya... but i truly believe that in her deeper heart, she do really regard me someone special friend cum god-daughter.. By knowing what i want in my mind and understand my thinkings too..

I know throughout our meeting, God was with us... because no students called her for assess and no call from her colleagues for lunch... she herself cant believe it either and thinking that izit her phone has problem... But is really totally no disturbance at all.. So i told her:"God's knows that we didnt get to meet for 3 months, so gave us this opportunity to catch up lor..." Then she said:"wah, now you very good at talking ah, using God to cover me"... haha... but is really true lor cuz during that timing, her students and colleagues could have called her... Praise God!

I finally have the courage to tell her how great impact she had for me... for the reasons that i wanted so much in aknowlegde her... she also agree that everyone will have someone in mind that have great impact on... but i nv tell her e 3 words la cuz it may not be the best atmosphere to say it... so i hold back lo... i m sure got chance de.. although she would have strongly felt it, but i still want to tell her verbally..

Therefore, I am filled with full of love ya!! keep grinning in my heart... can see that she is also very happy... That is love... the great fulfillment of love... i love her even more...