Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Last blogged @ 4/25/2007 11:20:00 PM

AgAin my Fever Spike!!!!

Well, my fever spike again on Monday afternoon as i started to work.. and actually i was having 2nd day menses and the contraction really kills me.. while i was changing pampers for my patient, i realised i had bad headache when i bend down and felt giddiness.. At that moment i felt my body is getting warmer.. so i took a thermometer to check, and it measured 38.0!!! so i showed my colleague, she commented that aiya, you always have fever one la.. Dont check using oral la, check your axillary.. i was quite disappointed of her comments.. Well.. i know my body.. I went up to my nursing officer and tell her i am having fever but i can still work unless i cant tolerate.. so she agree..

My colleagues shouting "Roll call".. so all the staffs went inside sister office and it was quite cold... I nearly couldnt take it.. Then finally out of the room.. Then my colleagues was passing the circular messages.. I shared the seat with my colleague and i kept bending down my head and felt more giddiness... Then my colleague touched my neck so she said to sister that "very hot ya, sister" And so i started to tears.. because i couldnt take it.. At that moment, i kept scolding myself why i am still sick, why i am so weak!! The more people asked me, the more i tears.. Then all my colleagues said to me" Tina, you better go and see doctor, if not how you going to work??" I paused for a moment, then one of my clerk colleague said she accompany me... so i agreed to see doctor.. And i was diagnose with viral fever with 2 days MC..

Well.. On monday night, i didnt sleep well as the fever really kills me!! At the middle of the night, my fever spike to 39.5!! Took 2 round of panadol but only lasted for a few hours... so decided to see doctor again, and gave me another 3 days MC.. Initially i thought i might be admitted for investigation but doctor told me my case is minor, no need for admission... I felt loss... I started to cry.. The doctor suggest me a regime that every alternate 4 hours i need to take panadol or ponstan... Immediately i was... as i already felt very nausea after taking those anti-biotic and panadol.. i also not sure whether can i tolerate it.. but this is the only option..

Went up to my ward and show the memo to sister of what the doctor has written on the behalf of my 3 days MC... Again, i cried.. I really felt very sorry to my colleagues as it may interrupt some of them taking leave or PHs.. but no choice.. i couldnt work as well.. Sister consoled me.. And my colleague said i look so pale... After collecting medication, i went to canteen for a hot drink as my body was very cold... kept thinking whether am i able to meet her.. after finish my drink and went to toilet, i saw her buying foods... i was so happy.. but she was with her colleague as she said: " bu hao yi shi, i have some important stuffs to discuss with my colleagues" ... so i told her well i dont disturb you then.. byebye.. Afterall, God really allows me to at least meet her for a moment..

Well, currently, my fever is quite of control as it doesnt spike that fierce.. thanks for the cell group prayers.. As i always remembered in my heart that my body belongs to Christ and God will take care of me.. Suffering will tend to have as God is testing my heart..