Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Last blogged @ 10/17/2007 11:18:00 PM

Sense of..............................

Haha.. today only have 1 lecture lesson from 1010 to 1100!! Supposingly there's still another talk at 3pm as nyp invited special guest speaker that talk bout Australian kind of overseas attachment... Couldnt get full detail of the whole story cuz that lecturer only mumbled:"yes yes, 3pm! Australian talk!" haiz... how we students know what talk izit really concerning.... duh.... anyway I rather spent the time after school to meet wan ying for lunch at AH as i also need to collect some documents and make amendments for my shift allowances... Well... glad and surprised to hear from my colleagues that I will be awarded "service championship" again as this is my 2nd time recieving... really surprised!! Although i know i may not be a perfect super loving and patience nurse, but God still bless me for this honoured award... Thank You My Dear God!! My achievements and honours belongs to you!! Glad to hear that 3 of my kak kak Patient care assistant also got the "service championship" award... On the 25th Oct, Thurday.. I will surely try my best to attend and rush down after lessons to support my colleagues!! They've been working very hard, if not for their help, it is really tough for us nurses to lagi multi-task of patients needs... Being as an Assistant Nurse, it is indeed not easy especially in surgical ward and being piled up endless work and orders from colleagues and DOCTORS!! As I think back, we often sacrifice our break time to settle our own routine stuffs or even stay back for while just to make sure everything is ok and pass over to another shift without any leftover works... Come to think of it, I always dont knock off on the dot de and the most i stayed back till 1hour... However, it seems like wasting time and tough, but at least my staff nurses do see the different of me compared to other colleagues and in this way, i gained their respect.. The process may be tough, but it is good time for God to work and mould me at the same time.. Being children of God will always experience difficulties and situations because people will start to observe how Christians handle and behave during these difficult process of just being different as a Christian and our God..

Finally my driving lesson is at stage 4 now where i will know where are my weakness.. 4 more lessons to go to complete the whole 5 stages!!! I really Praise God for the progress!! It is only 2 months plus since i started learning driving and will be taking Traffic Police test next month 20th Nov!!! As initially, i was panicked that i afraid might not able to complete the 5 stages on time if not my practical test will be forfeited and my money will be gone.... Thanks God for His grace that i always get to have slots!!! Hallelujah!!!

As i was having time alone with God, He reminded me of wan ying stern and moody look this noon.. The inner voice wanted me very much to give her a message of what has spoken in my heart and so I did with a few verses that God wanted to reveal to her... well, i shall not give much details of what happen in here as it is something personal to her ya... Actually wanted to give her a hug before i depart but see her so moody and busy... haiz..

Actually, i felt tinge of sadness that it seems everything is over le.. I guess I might be the one instead to misses her only.. I hope not... Loving someone for some time can be tired, but having to truly know if that person love you as much is a very joyful and worthy encouragement...