Thursday, October 11, 2007
Last blogged @ 10/11/2007 08:51:00 PM

To Live is Christ, and to Die is Gain (philippians 1:21)

Such a priviledge to be a christian!! For knowing own's daily purpose in life... As I have learnt from philippians book about baptism... It is truly a revelation from the holy spirit that Baptism is - Be A Part(Bap)in an act of with Jesus Christ. Which means my old self has been crucified with Jesus on the calvary cross, being buried(when submerge in water) and His resurrection is a new creation of myself(when brought up from water). Just like what people called their "religion"---buddhism, taoism and hinduism as it is all an act of rituals.

Therefore, baptism is an outward declaration to public that I am a new creation because of Jesus resurrected. As 1 Peter3:21 says"and this water symbolizes baptism that now saves you also- not the removal of dirt from the body but the plegde of a good conscience toward God."

I also learnt that the cross i saw everywhere is actually not a holy object. It is a way for remembrance of God's purpose and Jesus died for all us to cross over to God's side. It is like Jesus reaching out his both hands in wanting to bring all of us to walk over the bridge's, is up to individual in wanting or not to walk over with Him because God's given us free will to choose.

As for today i went to library again in wanting God to speak to me. I read Philippians 3:14,16.
v14 "I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. 16"Only let us live up to what we have already attained." Through my faith that Christ lives in me that i seek to live a holy and righteous life although i may not be perfect yet. I realized that I began to let go lots of earthly things eg. money, ungodly thoughts which people think commonly amongst people.. Praises to God that my relationship with Lydia's and Wan Ying's is in His mighty hands that i know i will continue to enjoy with them forever in God presence in heaven.. of course my other christ sisters' and brothers'..

"For nothing but good can come to those who are wholly His. May we always be possessed by the consciousness that we are not our own."

Wow.. indeed a deep sharing of what God's has spoken to me these 2 days.. It amazing to me..
Well today had a early driving lesson from 0950 to 1130. Was doing circuit slope and vertical parking.. I tend to be forgettful in some safety procedures and the instructor sounds quite impatient ya.. and most of the time he likes to talk across to his colleague in the circuit or show signals to them.. sigh! but thanks God that i passed these 2 subjects!! To me is quite difficult ya cuz reversing ma.. Then after that went back to hospital to meet mdm chua, the matron together with haryanti and another guy.. Her main concerns was to remind us what and how we should behave as a student and after graduate as a staff.. and also reinforce us to do well in academic to have 'Bs' if possible and above la.. haiz.. well, it doesnt freak me off not because that i am real good in studies, but is the confident in me that God's puts and assured to me.. May sound quite ridiculous as i thought initially but it is indeed words from Him's.. of course i know i will put my best efforts in this studies also...

After which, accompanied haryanti to nyp cuz she did not receive any packages from the school for applications and finally she got all the documents required and the school allows her to attend lectures first while waiting for medical reports.. It is the medical reports that determines the enrollment.. She keeps thanking me for accompanied her up and down if not she has been lost in the campus cuz this is the first time she entered nyp.... haha.... :D well.. this is from Jesus humility nature ba!!

Actually , i felt quite bad that i shouldn't ask my dear out for makan cuz today is her day off and she should spent her time with her boyfriend instead.. but anyway we didnt meet out because she was about to go out with her boyfriend le.. although i wished to see her today but i should be considerate to her boyfriend too.. haiz.. must be more mindful of myself to prevent scolding myself 'irritating'!!

haiya, write too much le.. to be continued..