Monday, November 12, 2007
Last blogged @ 11/12/2007 08:48:00 PM

Yea... Is my birthday today!!

SInce morning, has received 4 b'day messages including my cell leader... was encouraged by his messages in God's journey.. has received 2 gifts from my classmates... felt blessed ya... Usually on my birthday, i wouldnt annouce de ma, so actually 2 of my classmates went down gift store to buy me a laptop bag which i been eyeing since school start and because she gave me the gift in front of the whole class, and the whole class sang birthday song for me!! I was touched.. Thanks ya NR0708!!

This morning, something amazing happened to me while i was dozing off in the bus... As i was sleeping, i think i was about to hit the window, i felt a palm gently touched my head and tilt it away from the window.. As i opened my eyes, i realized i was not close to the window but i still remember someone touch my head gently.. it couldnt be the person behind me as who would even bother to tilt my head in the bus?? And i realize is Definitely God's gentle, loving hand!!! Really amazing!! Till now, i still remember the gentle touch.... The first touch by God on my birthday!!!

Thru this fasting n praying period, i have learnt to be more discipline in seeking God.. Although i may not be perfect in my fasting, but praise Jesus that it didnt hurt my stomach at all.. as cravings n churning still present, but as when i focus on Jesus, the feelings of churning was gone... Even though i chose Daniel fast which is substain from eating meat and delicious delicacy, i still discipline myself more in not to eat as much as i could..

As i witness one of my classmate wanting to fast to make up for during fasting month, she failed to do it.. As she told me she supposed to starts fast today, someone offered her keropok and she took it happily and only after finish the bite, she remembered that she was having fasting.. She felt guilty and she said God will punish her for being unfaithful in her fasting.. As to me, this way of fasting is not a pure seeking God.. It is for the sake of making up the days missed during fasting month.. Is really sad to see the muslims viewing fasting as yearly routine..

As i went for prayer meeting with the crusaders in school, I felt God presence strongly that i tremble inside my body throughout praying time.. Seeking God is wonderful compared to seeking friends activities every time..

I am serving a TRUE and Faithful and Living God!!