Monday, December 24, 2007
Last blogged @ 12/24/2007 12:20:00 AM

Today is the day that i could finally take some nap at home!! It been quite a long period that able to do that..

I praise God that both of my parents willing to come to my church for the christmas show: The Father's Love.. This is the 1st time that both of my parents comes together.. They seems to enjoy throughout the show cuz it was really very hilarious and amazing... I also never knew that church can be so happening... It is true that now chuches have to catch up with the generations... Although now many of the churches are also advancing to technologies, but as long as the teaching and preaching of the gospel and sermons still remains God's content and touches people heart, it will be a safe and Jesus church.. Why I say is Jesus church? Because churches are built up by Jesus when he came down to earth and it is a place where God's children gather and also together with the pre-believers... Even though, my parents have not yet receive Christ, but i do believe it is all upon God's timing.. I always sense that God's moving in my family as how He putting us thru and thru.. Although my parents still worshipped idols at home, but i am glad that My God, Father has opened up their hearts and willing to receive the teaching when they got the chance to attend service..

Being as a christian, i have learnt real lesson about perserverance.. especially towards love for family, friends and close to my heart.. To say out love to a person may seems to be easy at times, but to really show how deep the love can go really need perserverance.... I am thanksful that my relationship with my family has gradually improved!! It is definitely not purely by my own efforts, but is by God grace and love that He showed me.. I began to appreciate my mum more and having positive and good relationship with my brother..

Those who are close to my heart are truly the most challenges in my life.. The 2 most challenge person are Lydia and Wan Ying.. My relationship with them can built up in a short time but it can also be lost in a moment time... At times, i may find myself quite a nuisance but as i think back, if i dont keep in touch with them i may lose them at most cost... Why have i been so cling to their heart?? The reason is because, they are God's gift to me.. I met Lydia when i was in down pit and to the extend i find life no meaning and have very negative thoughts.. Is kind of giving up myself.. She was the one pull me up with her genuine concerns and surround me with her motherly love.. If not for her, I would not have know God for a second time.

For my sister wan ying, she gave me the joy and sharing in the ward. I can never forget how much i missed her if i dont get to see her for a day.. well... this kind of love is purely sister love.. I can never stop saying I love her because i know it will be a eternal promise as we will still see each other in heaven with Jesus!!

Love being poured out by God truly never fails.. Even when at times i do feel like giving up, God is the one strengthen my heart again as I see how much God still love the people out there who haven know him yet or denied him or rejected him... His noble love can never compared to my love for my dear ones... I do sense God heart brokeness and his grieve at many times after seeing people denying him and his love.. but amazingly that, this down feeling only lasted for a while.. so i believe it is God that grieve in my heart..

I Love you, my Lord! You are ever so true and a living God...