Sunday, February 03, 2008
Last blogged @ 2/03/2008 11:12:00 PM

After the conviction of asking forgiveness from my mum, I did it!!! God had spoke with me!! When i say sorry to my mum bout my past bad attitudes to her, she looks quite shocked and paused for a second... must be thinking what happen to my daughter?? suddenly say sorry..... haha.. I told her is God tells me to... keep pointing to the sky... haha... But anyway, after which i saw her seems glad and happy too... I felt the ultimate joy in me as i recalled in the bible that nothing is impossible for God!! haha... God had a breakthrough in me again of the hardly say sorry "culture" in the family!!! I just want to testifiy again that only Jesus Christ and God the Father in one spirit can transform my inner attitudes whereas I can NEVER find this truth in practice in other religions!!


After had a chat with my sectional leader about my coming involvement in campus crusade ministry, i felt much more relieved because God has reminded me to be accountablity to my leader as well.. My leader just reminded me that I am a Trinitarian FIRST then a crusader.. I am train and equip by my church and crusade ministry is giving my blessings and applications of what i have learnt. Of course in both places, i will experience different spiritual growth... Amen!

A conclusion for myself today is : I really LOVE and appreciate MY life more than before because God is always faithful. Nothing in this world can ever replace the true and living God.. All through the Son of God, Jesus Christ!