Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Last blogged @ 2/06/2008 01:17:00 PM

CNY eve...

Finally i got a little excited about chinese new year... haha.. as weeks or days before, i felt that it was nothing much probably becuz of the routine chinese new year receiving ang pow... keke...

Well, right now feeling excited not mainly because i can get ang pow BUT God has spoke in my heart that He will use me in His way to touch lives and brings His kindgom words to my relatives... hm... I will never know and predict what it will be like or what am i going to say, but i can only trust in Him and speaks what He wants me to say..

These few days been reading scriptures with concurrently reading 2 books, which are " Be the Leader You were Meant to be" and "What Jesus Demands from the World"... This is the ever first time i can read 2 books at the same time together with the bible.. well, is not about boasting around reading 2 books at one go together with the bible.. but i think God probably wants to show me certain things thru His words.. Truthfully, i've been spending most of the time reading the 2 books and together with my bible as compared to my revision... But i have learnt that this is a spirit filled life... suddenly i recalled from Matthew 6:33, " But seek First his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."

To be true, I am feeling a little anxiety over my time spending on revisions but surely i know whatever my results will be, i will not take it with me to Heaven realms.. God is faithful as each time i reminded myself to study at certain timing, He reminds me to cast all my anxieties to Him because He cares, and so I did.. Although i will be facing the fact that I am having exam starting on the 14th Feb, but the burdens of revision slowly taken away as well.. And i realize as i blog, having the burdens to study may not really helps as will feel even more stress... :)

I pray for blessings upon you, readers that you too will cast your anxieties to Him so that your revision will be as joyful... amen.