Thursday, February 21, 2008
Last blogged @ 2/21/2008 11:55:00 PM

Heyya!!! A "big" pat to myself.. finally the exam ended... woohoo... :D

well... see alot of my classmates went out to chill and relax... As for me, no activity for today.. went home straight... after taking my lunch, went inside my room and pray for bout 20minutes.. Although it may sound like no life, but i think i would prefer it this way also... simple with prayerful... :) went to take a short nap and continue to do some chores... A blessful time for me to rest and relax also...

Today, this psychology is the last paper yet tricky though... the questions really like twist and turn until my mind also whirl a little.. As i think back of the 5 papers, honestly i do not have much confidence cuz tis is my first time that i didnt really focus on all subjects... except for bio, i did prepare a little cuz i think bio quite heavy sub to study... I can say is really testing my faith in God... started to have some negative thots while i was doing the last paper.... like:"what if you failed this paper and that paper?, "are you sure God will help u with ur papers and scores?... My heart leaped a little but i realized it is devil who is speaking.. so in the end i shut my mind from listening to it and ask God to help me refocus as i still have lots of questions to go.. God has promised me of my studies when i jus started the semester.. What i need to do is to honour Him, love Him and to focus on Him only...

But whatever result i get, i know that i've done my best and the rest is up to God...

As i was travelling back in bus, thoughts came to me... " why do i get so serious about God?" "why shouldnt I enjoy my life like anyone else?" I never like to get serious in anything except the person i loves most and close to my heart, other than that i don like to waste time or even care if doesnt matters to me... I am a straightforward person.

The reason why i got so serious about God and keep mentioning about God in this blog cuz i always love to share my personal walk with someone.. for eg. my love ones.. But my God is truly very faithful not only to me but to all people in the earth.. Everyday i always felt so loved by Him and it is tangible that i can never stop sharing my personal walk with Him with friends... And of course most importantly, this is the God that will lavishe you with His amazing love that we human can never comprehend or understand.. I am thanksful that i am no longer involve in my prev religion that it gave me nothing... Thru worshipping Jesus, i truly realized He is the real God and found true joy in my heart and soul... I was blinded but now i am found by Him again..

Actually, i am still enjoying what i am doing now.. although as compared to the past, i am not so happening liao la.. God has change me, my perceptions about the world.. All pleasure on earth can make u feel satisfied but it may just be a moment.. Initially i don quite agree with it, but after receiving Jesus, things changed.. Instead, i look forward for his second coming so i could be with God for eternal and ends all trials and suffering.. My rewards are all in heaven realm. But Jesus also said in bible that He wanted to see more souls being saved because it hurts him a lot when He see His creation of us lost our ways, denied him or refuse to accept him. He wants us to be back in His embrace, more than willingly to cleanse our past sins by His blood shed and called us to be His daughter and His sons.. But yet how many of the people wants it? seriously want it? I tears a lot of time when His love just embrace me regardless in church or at home.. He just love me for who I am even though at times i did not obey Him..

Jesus Christ anyway is not a foreign God.. God the father of Jesus is the creation of all things. Heaven, earth, hell, sea, sky, ground and US... If not how would our forefather came about?? I believe that other religions came about after human was created cuz they could not see God as all has sinned. That is why Jesus came about to rescue people to remind them that of Heavenly Father.

I know is kinda long.. but i just sense that God wants me to type in the blog.. Thanks God for the advanced technology that can share His love thru blogging... haha..

Thanks for the patience in reading... May it bless you.. :D Happy holiday....