CNY dAY 1!

As usual, went to grandma house at HOUGANG!! reach there around 12.30pm cuz we took cab there... Thanks God it cost bout like $16... Not too bad la.. When we reach there, already have Lion dance le... And for the info, i have GREAT phobia of the DRUMS!! since young if i get to hear the Lion dance from far, i would be the first to run for life cuz i really scare... Got a few time i tried to go near a little but it seems like the drums rhythm controlling my heartbeat like that.. I will feel like am i still alive??? Irregular heartbeat lor... I wonder how many ppl will have this phobia??? I envy those small children or even babies that they would not cry lor even though the sounds was like so LOUD and.... !!!

So today, something miracle happen to me!!! As i mention that when i reach my grandma place already have the Lion dance rite, my heart was like attracted to the drums LOR!!!! I even stand very near to it lo... probably about 10m away la.. My heartbeat was regular but the phobia was GONE!!! completely GONE!!!! I knew immediately that GOD is THE ONE!!! I am peaceful... My heart was crying for joys because God heals my phobia!!!! I am really happy and excited!!! :D

As i think back, previously i was from taoist religion and this Lion Dance is from this legend... Even the goddess of mercy or any other gods couldnt help me or even give me the peace lor... instead i remember i always struggle in my heart in wanting to overcome the phobia... Haiz... Indeed i have overcome this many years of Phobia thru Jesus with no effort of struggles!! No wonder in the bible it says: Who shapes a god and casts an idol, which can profit him nothing? Let them all come together and take their stand; they will be brought down to terror and infamy. Isaiah 44:10-11