Sunday, April 20, 2008
Last blogged @ 4/20/2008 10:42:00 PM

Hey hey!! I am back again after so long ya!! :D haha...

Being very occupied with many things on hand... And yea... If were to summarize also many to mention in here... haha...

Basically, my every day life is very fullfilling and meaningful because of all things that I am doing right now is all about God tasks to me... I do admit that at times I still do feel tired and dry... But heavenly Father never failed me before... He always empowered me with enough strength that many times i will just brush things thru without really realizing it that I have strength again... Only after i rested and i realized oh ya, that is God power and strength upon me...

This week sermon was very powerful...!! Pastor Naomi Dowdy speaks that our perspective of God will change our life.... It is very true.. Just like different religion how each individual view their God.. If God is really very powerful and very high at there, shouldnt WE all people bowed our knee to worship this God??? But is it happening??? The truth is NO... What we all are seeing right now of many different religion is that many people of this generation has regard God in a very own's perspective way or to say now the people see God at their own level... Whether to go churches, mosques or temple is very up to individual decision and convenience or even mood.... Even some of the christians are behaving this way.. But after the sermon, i cried very sadly before God together with my 2 cell members sister.. Three of us cried as we prayed.. We confess that at times we loses Faith in God because we were not careful at time to see God at our level... Thru the tears, I felt God is cleansing each of our hearts once again... I have seen many people hunger more for God recently... Is indeed a good sign because Jesus is coming back soon to rapture the earth...

And also thru this sermon, it helps me to see and understand better of why many christians fallback and have difficulty in trusting God.. As christians, we should really see God as very powerful and Holy that He could do all things beyond human can think or understand.... That's when FAITH comes in... He alone is God and is HOLY! We shouldnt take God for granted for His blessings.. All the more, we should come back to Him for every little things...

But God is also very gracious to mankind... He is willing to be close to you when you starts to open your heart to Him... He will be as close till you will be very surprised.. I myself experienced it and each time i was totally speechless for what He had spoken to me and done to me..

Now Jesus is my dearest and closest in my heart... I am totally in love with Him and i always talk to him in my heart... You will understand what I am saying if you let yourself be close to Him... It is not being insane of being so close to God... But God the Father is really like this.. He is my provider and my Love... Without Him, i truly nothing... really nothing and will be rotten...

Jesus is willing to enter your life regardless how many mistakes or sins you have done... Forgiveness is in His hands... God can transform lives!

Isaiah 55:8-9
"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, declares the Lord. As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts."