Sunday, August 10, 2008
Last blogged @ 8/10/2008 11:11:00 PM

Dear everyone... yea, it been more than a month le that i last updated.. I apologise for those who do view my bloggy regularly... thanks... :)

Hm... Many many things happened at this glance of 1 month.. too many to jot down also....

well... for some of you may know that I am going to Taiwan!! Yes, Taiwan. BUT, is not for holiday la, is for a mission trip... This is my ever first time taking airplane and going overseas and I really very honoured and excited because my first time ever is for God's mission to me.

God has been speaking to me few months ago in my journal that He wants me to go Taiwan for His mission and now it is coming to past! Even before i sign up for this mission trip, by God's divine arrangement, i happened to see a TV report on Taiwan traditional temple as their believers worshipped "Ma Zhu". Immediately it caught my heart and I literally crying as i watch attentively. I felt God's heart was broken and He urge me to go there to minister to the people there and lead them back to Jesus Christ. I felt a strong burden but on the other side i was thinking am i able to accomplish of what God's had called me to?? It seems super challenging and difficult. Thru the video, it really seems like it is their strongholds which they will never give up on their beliefs on "Ma Zhu". The temple was big and many. I was like..

This is my ever first mission trip which is to preach Jesus Christ, salvation to the people there and also assist in one of the church in Taiwan. I am expecting to encounter Him even more personally in Taiwan, more than what i am experiencing Him now every single day. I am looking forward of how God can use me in His ways... Surely all these needs boldness and courageous which Jesus will be with me. I took up this step of faith and out of my comfort zone in wanting to serve Him and His lost sheep simply because Jesus Christ is a living God and He is so real NOT just a imaginary... He is not seen in idols but is seen in my heart and He speaks to me everyday just like a friend.

No surprise that God will speaks to people in the generations. In fact, He is speaking to many who knows/dont know him about Himself in a soft whisper sound. Sometime is just like speaking in the heart. But because of many distractions, busyness and the work of the devils, many still choose to ignore that voice or thinking that how can that be??? Jesus is very patience with each one of us regardless of Christians or non- Christians... He really desires everyone to come to know Him and He yearns very much to help everyone in their life cuz He knows our life are full of trials and suffering and we are calling for help within us. Something that i want to share of how much God loves each of us is that: He knows how many strands of hair we have right now!!! I can be assured that no parents would know how many strands of hair you have de.... even yourself.. Yes, only Jesus knows!!! It is written in the bible. :)

Exams are very near the corner... I only just started my revision on thursday on a module. I admitted that i do get a little anxious bout myself cuz a number of my classmates had started... But God reminded me this on friday : "Anxious doesnt get you anywhere!" I was like.. hm ok.... Is true that anxious doesnt get you anywhere, in fact will be facing more stress and will not be able to absorb as much... And Jesus reminded me this verse again: "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7" So on saturday before i start my revision, i prayed and ask Jesus for His peace, joy, wisdom and understanding of what i am revising. And indeed in that solid 3 hours, i was revising joyfully and absorb quite much wor... Is really enjoying... To me was quite surprise also cuz I used to think revising for exam is never to be enjoyed!! haha... So it is really Jesus presence that motivates me in the right motives and felt that He is helping me in the midst of revising!! I am not trying to "kua zhang".... Jesus presence is very real if you allow yourself to be open to Him and He is willing to help you. He does not matter whether you are buddhist, taoism or other religion, as long you are willing to open up to Him and pray to ask Him to come, He will.

I have encounter Jesus many times ever since i prayed and receive Him into my life. There's so so much to discover about Him in the bible and His love. I have seen how He transformed my life and filled up every little lack in my heart that i also wanted very much to see many people come to know about Jesus because He simply LOVE us that all of us needed most. His love will never fails but Man will fails man.

Haha.. everytime when i blog, i felt so much like preaching!!! omg...

lastly, i would like to say that Jesus Christ is coming very soon, are you ready for His coming ??and what would you have to accountable to Him of your life He given you upon the Day of Judgement???

Revelation 22:7 Jesus is speaking: "Behold, I am coming soon! Blessed is he who keeps the words of the prophecy in this book(bible)."

Revelation 22:12 Jesus is speaking: "Behold, I am coming soon! My reward is with me, and I will give to everyone according to what he has done."

With blessings. :)