Monday, September 21, 2009
Last blogged @ 9/21/2009 12:56:00 PM

My posting at Operating Theatre ended last Friday.. And i enjoyed the posting very much!!!

Saw numerous of operation done. But for those major op, was not able to see because they need a lot of X-rays within the OT and it is very inconvenience for me to go in & out of OT. But nevertheless, i am still very satisfied for what I have observed so far... Thanks God!!

Many things happened in OT...The reality of Doctors and the professionalism of Doctors. Felt kind of disappointed because Doctors always protrait a professional image to me...


Well, still praying for the calling that God gave me... Going into full time ministry... The only hindrance is the bond... Other than that, i have no much of worries... To say, I am ready to leave Nursing once His timming is right. As I always thought that being a nurse is my life career. I even thought of going to specialize in Gerontology(elderly care). But all these will be smashed... I am thanksful that i did not hold tightly to Nursing... Is not that i do not like Nursing, but i recalled as i became 2yr old Christian, i started to feel something different. Even my leader would ask me frequently, what will i be doing after the 2 yrs bond. I would stare at him or smile without giving an answer... haha...

One of my cell member asked me, wouldnt it be a pity that i cant go into specialized in Gerontology?? I think i wouldnt. As i always told My Lord Jesus that how much i love him and wanted to follow him, therefore, i need to follow His calling for me.

God also remind me to enjoy the process rather than getting the result or outcome... Because it is the process i will encounter God the most. I am in the path of darkness that God wants me to walk in it because He is disciplining me of my character, mind and heart. Initially God revealed it to me that I am so afraid of darkness and failures and it was so true... But He is so patient and understands me that He showed me a vision while i was walking a street @AMK hub... I saw myself and with the Lord beside me walking up a steep slope and we were walking quite high up already, reaching to Heaven soon... The vision comforted my heart that i am finishing the race soon and not to give up... Therefore, that is how Lord prepared me for the path of darkness knowing that He is with me...

Going for A&E posting tmr... Hopefully will be exciting too.. keke... Want to do injections if possible...

And yea... looking forward for my 1 month holiday after this posting!!! Praise the Lord!! :D

Thank You for your Grace. :)