Friday, November 06, 2009
Last blogged @ 11/06/2009 10:43:00 PM

My 2nd week @ Ward 3....

Today, suddenly feel like blogging in my thoughts that run in my mind earlier on while on shift...

This week especially, the ward activities are much more peaceful as in patients are more well behaved, lesser shouting and lesser wanderous.... haha... And i know definitely has to do with my prayers... I pray everyday for God to grant the patients with a spirit of peace within them. In my prayer, I cast out every spirit of confusion, delirium, violent and aggressive unto Jesus hands. And declare Jesus's blood unto every corner of the ward. And true enough, the patients in the ward are much more managable and peaceful as compared to the 1st week. Thru this, God taught me again that indeed prayers are powerful and very important to Him. Not just because I prayed but because it creates an eagerness in wanting to communicate with Him in a intimate way and knowing that everything that happens everyday is in God's control.

Praise You Lord!!

Something sadden my heart today....

Nov 6: In this ward 3, the Nursing officers are fierce, strict and unapproachable, she made a remark to my group mates this morning. I wasn't there. But one of my gal mate told me that this nursing officer was mentioning to the gals about our PRCP... She asked if anyone of us choose ward 3 for PRCP... So actually no one choose this ward. So the nursing officer said this: "I also don't want you all!" After hearing from my gal mate, my heart dropped. I became moody suddenly. And i told one of my gal mate that I would never want to work in this ward, over my dead body man! Yes, it is a strong remark because i do not really like the ward.

This afternoon, we were still presenting the case studies because there are handsful of them has yet to present. After which, my lecturer said something very negative again... She was very disappointed with us of our standards. She started to compare us with our juniors. Commented on our sloppyness and laziness. The way we write our case study. She wanted it printed and do it in presentation flow. Is true that today, many of them presented with dettached slips of papers. And it seems to be quite disorganized. But in my mind, i was thinking why this nursing lecturer could not spare a few uplifting words to us?? I was quite down at that moment. I can see many of our faces were downcast. Yes, it may also serve as a purpose to spur us up BUT I dont see it happening. And Yes, we are going to have our final round and graduating soon... But... well... haiz... It may seems that i am grumbling... I am just feeling sad... Even though our nursing standards may not be as good, but afterall we are still students... Surely we will also need some encouragement too isn't it??...

As for me, i can only cry out to Jesus. 2 more weeks to go... :(

Yesterday... i approached one of my patient... He look kinda hopeless and sianz... And he refused all sorts of invasive procedures except for scans and some check up.. So had a chat with him. Talk to him about facing death. Knowing that he has been exposed to Gospel before. And i asked him does he know where he will be going after his death.. He could only tell me he wanted his body to be burned and his ashes to spread to the sea. This is his wishes. I smiled. So today, he was discharged. I pray that he will receive salvation one day. :)

Nov 5: After work, went to meet Ben for late dinner... :) Had a great time of chatting at a restaurant. Drove his car back home... haha!! I was laughed by my funny and nervous look while driving.... :)
Thanks Ben for trusting me and be the 1st person to drive ur car!! haha.. I enjoyed the time spent. :)

And Yea, TGIF(thanks God Is Friday).. I finally appreciated this... haha... Just want to be in His presence once again.

Heavenly Father, you deserved all the praise due of. May you receive your daughter love from earth to heaven. :D