Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Last blogged @ 1/19/2011 10:11:00 PM

Was transferred to new department last thursday...

My new working place is nicer, air conditioned, nice & understanding nurse manager and most of all - fun loving colleagues....

It is indeed an relief from the ward and thanks God for opening this door to me... I thanks God also that favour was granted as my ward nurse manager gave their helping hands....

Nevertheless, i find it such a big struggle to get back to my usual self of being & enjoying the life as a Christian.

The pains is still linger in my heart and mind.... But this time round, is between me n God.

I dont denied the fact that He is still a loving God and that He always loves me. Even though i can take it as a learning experience but when i thought of the past, it still hurts... Especially when letter came to me on my first night that state the application of my transfer to clinic is not approved. It was a hard to swallow news to me. Everything seems falling down at the moment. I cried and cried and angried at God....

Even though, i feel much more happier at my new workplace, but when comes to God or things related to God, I feel kind of reluntant...

Sob.